I thought she was cute, but I didn’t think anything of it. We were living in a co-ed dorm and lived right next to these girls, and I remember one of my friends earlier in the night was talking about how he really wanted to sleep with the girl who lived next door to me. I was living with two other guys and it was one of the first weeks of school. I was 21 and it was a drunken one night stand.
Soon after that I was at my middle school orientation it was the first day of middle school and the kids from all the feeder elementary schools were in an assembly and I remember seeing this girl and for the first time I wanted to do something more than just hold her hand or kiss her. I thought it was funny, but I was definitely, definitely intrigued as well. I started watching it myself a few years later, but that was definitely an interesting experience for sure, standing around a computer with a number of other guys. I remember thinking, “Oh, this is kind of funny.” That was my first reaction to porn. His older brother was two years older than us, and he showed a big group of us porn. One of the first times I watched porn, I was over at a buddy’s house, this was probably in fifth grade.
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